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« on: August 04, 2010, 01:55:52 AM »

So i dont know how many people know of when i left.. it was a couple months ago i believe.. i have been doing alot of thinking and i really want to be part of the sic again.
I think that you guys deserve to know what i left. I left for one because of all the cussing on vent and the remarks about God from link when never pushed my religion on any of you guys that dont believe what i believe. And the other reason was because at the time i felt that i didnt want to be part of anything.. i had somethings that were really bothering me and was and is still very important in my life. I talked to Jack and i believe i told him exactly what i just said.. I wasnt completely sure if i should have quit the clan in the first place.. I just needed a break from everything, not quit the clan.. so i very sorry for quitting the sic. and i really hope that you guys allow me back into the clan, but if not i completely understand

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Re: Reason
« Reply #1 on: August 04, 2010, 12:56:25 PM »

Honestly sounds like a copout but whatever I mean just argue with Jake about the whole religion thing if it bothers you or leave the subject be but its not his problem it's yours for being offended at another persons views. The swearing thing same deal so honestly I dont think you should be able to come back but hey I mean somtimes I get irratated at the constant volume of vent so somtimes I just have to get off for a while. Doesnt mean im going to leave the clan.

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Re: Reason
« Reply #2 on: August 04, 2010, 02:19:34 PM »

mhm alright... well thanks for the in put i understand

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Re: Reason
« Reply #3 on: August 04, 2010, 07:11:31 PM »

I think "The Angry Raid Leader" said it best, when he was quoted as saying

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When you find out it sucks in your new guild and or server, don’t expect to get back in.  You’re a disloyal little shit who thought the grass was greener on the other side.  I’ve had a couple of girfriends who cheated on me, I didn’t let those bitches back in my life when they came begging why should I welcome you back?

As for the religion thing, man the fuck up. You knew what you were getting into when you came into the clan and other people hear it all day long. You, being only slightly active didn't have to deal with it that much and apparently I still left a scar. Anyone else can tell you that religion is a paper-sensitive subject that most people dodge because for me, at this point it's like looking through Swiss cheese; the holes are already there and I'm ripping larger ones day by day. Speaking of which, Cheezy: the main advocate of religious purpose in the guild, does not cry about me. He brings a fucking argument and he actually dares to tell it to me with a big "Fuck You" written all over it, which is more admirable than I can say for most people who are delusional enough to wander about muttering to themself in hopes someone is hearing them.

Also, cussing is just there. Shit happens, and if you're being offended by words not even directed at you that don't actually harm anyone, you're too hyper-sensitive. Everyone says a swear word 50,000 times a day and if you haven't learned to take words in context and stop taking things so god damn seriously, you're not learning anything except further intolerance and a higher level of insecurity. You were never harassed at any matter (even if I did ACTUALLY see you online) and if anything, Nitrogen received thrice the amount of haze that you did and everyone gets teased about shit. So, the failure to read this wasn't exactly the surprise of my life.

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4. There is hazing in the clan/guild/legion. This does not mean that you’re being targeted as the result of any individual hate crime nor does it imply the fact that our members are racist/sexist/ageist. You have joined a group with the makings of a full blown cult…ready to choose by elimination the people worthy of joining our cause. Prepare yourself for humility.

Now that all of that has been taken care of...Of course you can rejoin.

If...

1.You stop taking shit so personal when it happens to everyone, not just you.
2. You stop worrying about so-called "offensive" language, especially when you're not 11 years old.
3. You are active, which I'd be more than jovial about as well.
4. You actually make it through this whole post.

IF you can do all that, sure thing! And don't forget you only get 1 chance

and for most people, that 1 chance doesn't even exist.

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Re: Reason
« Reply #4 on: August 05, 2010, 01:58:13 AM »

Yea i understand.. i was just trying to explain myself then. Now i mean i dont mind the cussing, friends do it i cant escape it no matter what. only thing ima say now is thanks alot for the second chance.

Post Merge: August 05, 2010, 02:09:39 AM
sorry forgot 2 add something. I know that stuff doesnt just happen to me. I just took things differently then. Just over the past month i have changed. It is hard 2 believe but i have. i mean yea i was stressed out alot, and im not good at dealing with stress im getting better with it. But it is something i really am bad handling.
As of lately i havent been taking things personal and i would like to keep it that way.
Yea i knew what i was getting into as soon as a joined. I knew about the religion thing from the start and then i wasnt big on my religion as i am now.. I can be really active on here.. I have been busy so i havent had the chance to play games as much but when i get the chance i will try to be active in that sense and vent.. But my mic broke so i have to go and buy another one.. hopefully i will have a new computer and headset so i can be more active given a second chance..

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